It was the 5 star Contradictions Collapse review that gave it away
I fucking put that album up on a pedestal. I actually saw Meshuggah in earlier this year in March. First extreme metal gig, and I was worried I’d get crushed. Turns out I was the dodgiest cunt there

- nah, not really, but it was a great crowd with mind-blowing ( boggling ) music. I enjoyed it immensely. And walking around the city afterwards, seeing dudes in their band t-shirts and giving / receiving lots of nods of approval is a great feeling. Metal is AMAZING !!!